This post was originally published on the Capuchin Franciscan Vocation Blog:
This is by far the strangest thing that I have ever done. I have taken up the religious habit of the Capuchin Franciscans.
Here’s what a typical person might say about me:
“Why would any healthy, (mostly) sane young adult male start walking down this path? And at the age of 19? Surely he must realize that this is the 21st century. These days, commitment is rare among youth and religious practice is even rarer…and that’s to say nothing of religious commitment!”
To be honest, I’m often at a loss for answers to these questions myself.
In truth, I can only answer, “God placed a calling within my heart, and I am trying to respond to it.”
So with all of my heart, I want to announce my gratitude to God who has given me so many good gifts. As an extension of this gratitude, I thank all of those inspiring people who—whether they know it or not—have been the presence of Christ in my life, comforting me and urging me forward in my vocation.
Am I afraid? Absolutely. Do I feel unworthy? Yep. Does entering religious life mean that I will always be so grateful and happy? Unfortunately, no.
But if I cling with all of my strength to these facts:
- I am a beloved son of God.
- I have a vocation to make that love known in a very unique way.
- This is absolutely beautiful.
…what can go wrong?
Pray for me as I begin this year of novitiate!